Eventually, we'll be able to shoot down deltoids.
What we REALLY need to do is get an aim-assist for the corsaire because we are screwed without it.
Also, if you really are having depression problems, hang in there and try to get rid of the world for like the weekend or something.
I have many exams coming up, I need to learn to drive, get college stuff ready, face my own anxiety problems and partake in a karate competition that I hate. If you can talk to a friend or relative about it, do. Enjoy yourself a bit, cause it turns out people will start to not give a sh!t whether you screw up or not. Everything passes by eventually and nothing ever sticks to rock bottom. Times of embarrassment? They go away (Trust me, I've been in pantos before... when I was thirteen and twice the age of every other dancer).
Just keep calm, talk and focus on getting through the day.